Things have been hectic in my life lately and I still don’t have complete answers yet on my health, as I am still waiting for biopsy results. I have been completely off plan and recently decided that for the time being, I am going to switch from attending workshops to online only. I felt a lot of stress surrounding attending the workshops and I felt like such a failure since I have been losing/gaining the same 10-15 lbs over the past 6 months and dealing with my current health problems, I felt like I needed to take a break from the workshops. I am going to do WW online for the next few months and see how it goes. If I find that I am not successful then I will switch and go back to attending workshops, but I will probably be changing the day that I will attend because in my area there are two workshop options, Monday evening or Saturday morning. And I feel like attending Saturday mornings would be better for me so if I end up switching back, that is what I will do.
In the meantime I am still waiting for biopsy results and I am hoping that I will get a call today or tomorrow. I am struggling with having little to no energy so it is really taking a toll on my daily life. I have two young kids that I have to take care of and it doesn’t matter if I am tired and can’t get out of bed, I still have to take care of them. So it has been a challenge this week and I’m hoping that I will get some answers soon so that I can get my life back. It is really frustrating to feel the way I do and not be able to do anything about it. I haven’t been to the gym in a while so I think I’m going to try to go tomorrow and see how it goes. I want to get back into a regular exercise routine and get back on track with my eating, so I’m going to work really hard this weekend to get there.
I have my weigh in day set for Friday, so tomorrow I will weigh myself and my points start over, so it will be a fresh start. I am going to work on planning out my meals for the weekend so that I am prepared and know exactly what I’m going to eat. I know that I can do this and this whole health situation is just a big bump in the road and I will get through this. I just can’t let myself gain weight back, so I have to work extra hard to prevent that from happening.